aku baru beli laptop nie sbnr nye..first laptop, acer aspire one blue violet mrveles nice comey cute miut name die..haha :D
nice ha? beli se.. :) murah2 tp berbaloi
so, ini la yg bt aku x titow titow niyh..huhu..melayan baby acer ku yg comel..muahaha
and i am thnking, wondering, puzzling,
about
him(s).
haha..him(s) have ruined my life or i did it by myself? huhu
i did a lot of mistakes in recently.. a lot of it.. silly mistakes
to Him, and to him(s)
bila aku berfikir, aku tahu ape yang aku buat. Aku banyak buat benda secara simbolik. Sometimes people dont understand and sometimes they wont.
so, mmg complicated lah.
as long as i know, bila aku buat sesuatu keputusan, aku fikir Dia dan dia. I want the best for you guys..
Sekali je dlm hidup aku, aku hampir mainkan perasaan seseorg..tp aku x sempat buat pun, lepas tu mmg aku serik gile2. tp lepas tu jugak lah ujian datang. Aku memang serik la bab mainkan hati dan perasaan org lain bcoz i know karma do exists.
what goes around, comes around.
Aku sentiase elak diri dari nk mainkan hati org,
cume kdg kale aku tak sampai hati nak kecewakan mereka2, so kat situ la silap aku.
aku pun manusia jgk, yg berhati lembut (ceewah)
i've been sekasar yg mungkin supaya korang x berharap..that's the hardest part for me actually
aku buat ape yg aku tak suke nk buat bcoz i think what's the best for you,,not for me
i've been through dis..so i;m strong..amin
in fact i'm stronger and strongest
huhu..aku paling x percaya bila lelaki cakap "saya xleh hidup tanpa awak" .. tlg la jgn..ni laa ayt paling menipu bg aku..
law prempuan laen nk cair, cair la tp aku tak..
hmmmm.. ma kate..selagi jodoh x sampai..yg dtg tu semua ujian
there's someone yang... mmmm... again, aku kena tinggalkan dia
ade beza antara 'kena' dgn 'nak' taw
between aku dgn die, aku lagi susah, sukar dan sebagainya
do i have anyone here yg tahu perasaan yg kite akan dan kena melukakan, mngecewakan hati seseorg suatu hari nanti.. seseorg yg kite agk syg, ssorg yg baek dan yg menyayangi kita
tinggalkan dia atas sebab2 yg x boleh dijelaskan?
i cant answer it when he asks me why but what i can say, i have to leave you
well.. i get this from my mistakes
i've learnt
insyaAllah i wont do it again
somehow, i still have sumthng to do, susah tp kena.
